Monday, September 21, 2009

So excited about seeing jellybean!


I am so excited about seeing our little jellybean tomorrow! I'm really glad that Moma is going with me. I just worry so much. What if something is wrong? I would be devestated. I really need someone there with me. At least Steve will be able to see jellybean on the CD-R. It won't be the same as him being there but it's best that he doesn't take off from work again until December when we have the ultrasound to find out the gender. He has plenty of sick days accumulated (like 6 weeks worth!) but the sick leave policy at his work it pretty strict.

I've been tired a lot here lately. Like really tired. I took a 2 hour nap yesterday and I was ready for bed at 7:00 PM. I've been very distracted too. I just can't concentrate on anything. I wonder how Jade and Max are going to do with a baby in the house. Max is just so hyper. I know he wouldn't intentionally hurt the baby or anything but we are going to have to be careful with him. I think Jade will do well with the baby. I'm worried about her getting jealous though. She has been my baby for 5 years. She really didn't like Max when we first got him, she had been used to getting all the attention and love. She has gotten used to Max now and they get along pretty well.

I don't think I'll be having my HCG levels checked anymore. I know once they get so high that ultrasound is more accurate. I think even if my doctor's office wants to check my HCG levels I'm not going to get the results. There is a bible verse that has really given me some peace and helped me to calm down when I start getting all stressed out and worried.

Philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to GOD. And the peace of GOD, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in CHRIST JESUS.

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