S and I have decided that when we do get our next BFP we are not going to tell ANYONE until I am in the 2nd trimester. We may even wait until I'm around 20 weeks, when we find out the sex. I think this will be for the best. We were so excited with our first pregnancy we announced it early and to a lot of people. We will not do that again. I also think it will be good for us to have that time together as a couple, with just us knowing, kind of like a great little secret. We will be able to enjoy the pregnancy and not have to worry about people asking questions or giving us advice.
I don't think us telling people early with our first pregnancy was stupid or a mistake. We were excited. We had every right to be over the moon excited. We had been TTC for a year. We had just given up after my first cycle off of Clomid. We so didn't think we were pregnant. I was even asking the doctor for Provera to induce AF because I was late. It was our first pregnancy, our first baby. We wanted to share our happiness with anyone and everyone who would listen. But then, everything fell apart. We lost our baby, we lost our happiness, and everyone knew about it. Everyone knew we were hurting and in pain. Everyone knew that our little miracle, our jellybean was gone.
Yes, I think it will be for the best to keep our next little jellybean a secret for a while. What will we call our next jellybean? I just can't call him/her jellybean. Hmmm...how about - peanut, or piglet. Whatever we call him/her they will be loved so very much by their Mommy and Daddy.
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